Sunday, January 24, 2010
4 days has passed,
And you still treat me th same..
You're still giving me cold shoulders,
Wht have i done wrong?
Why must you treat me this way?
I dont find it fair?
Hais.
You said you would try to stop giving me cold shoulders,
But from your actions,
I can see tht you didnt even try?
You wont even want to tell me why
I really dont know wht to do manscxz.
Pass 4 days is total torture?
Perhaps you would nvr understand my feelings..

You wont EVEN msg me automatically,
Whn i msg you, you would only reply A FEW words,
Or you dont even reply..
Why must i always be th one giving in this relationship?
I'm really mentally and emotionally tired..
But i just dont understand why you would treat me like this.
hais , confused luh . ):!


Labels: Wht's wrong? ):
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Today finally dragged myself to post.
Ytd wanted to post..
But didnt have th mood to ._.
Perhaps is cos of you.
Idk luh.
Super confused and emo now?
Mentally tired,
Didnt have th mood to study in school,
Was just staring at th whiteboard,
Laid my head on th table and cried?
Lol, but no ones knows uh.
Feel like cutting,
But i promised him not to cut anymore..
Hais ! Fcuuk love.
Hate myself D:

To: <3

Idk why you have been so cold nowadays,
Asked you wht happened you just said you didnt had enough sleep..
Isit tht you were really tired? Or you just heck care?..
Message you, you replied late, if not you just dont reply.
Call you, you didnt pick up.
I just wanna know wht happened,
But you didnt want to say,
I wan to make things clear,
But you didnt call me ytd.
You promised, but you broke it.
Didnt reply my message ytd night,
You and your brother lied to me tht you were sleeping?
But you were actually watching tv?
How funny..Did you had any idea how i felt?
I dont want to end it this way..
Really hope you would see it,
Even if you dont,
I would still be waiting for your reply, calls everyday,
Emo and paranoiding, suffering, if this is wht you want,
I've got nothing to say :l
I'm sorry tht i didnt trust you, and idk how to tell or say to you.
I dont want to end it this way..

Labels: Without you is hard to survive.
My mood really depends on you..hais.










Eh , im sorry.
Really, it's my fault to not trust you..
I didnt meant to do it..
Th top post was during th afternoon.
Im really sorry for causing all this..
Hope you would understand if you see this ):!
Hais

Labels: If only i could change back th time.. ):
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Woots x.x!
Blog is full with dusts ;D
Lmfao. School was totally boring ;l
Had pe on th last period of th day,
Bloody hairy teacher, make us run -.-
Fcuuk manscxz. Hate it D:!

Hahs, After pe , went joanne's hse first.
Cos she needa eat her lunch before going movie with me):
Thn i wait for her lo, Cb , eat in front of me somemore D:
Make me super hungry ;l , Lol.
Thn went to meet mal~ :D
Superb paiseh x.x!
Hahs! But was late by 15mins for th movie D:

Went to watch JUMP :D
Dont find it nice lea.
Like, boring liddat :x
Hahs, i WANT GO WATCH SPY NEXT DOOR ):!
Anyones want go ? :x LOL !
After movie went walk walk lo D:
Pei joanne go buy her stuffs :l
Mal just follow , talk so little D:
LOL ! thn blah blah blah~
LOL ! Lazy type laa.

Just now went to someone's blog,
Knn , make me fcuukinq dulan.
jiaowei so much ,
Hongster yi ge -.-
Cb kia , he SUCKS TO TH CORE ! ;x
GND manscxz , i swear i'll hate you :l
Fcuukinq liar, hongsters nvr die ;o!
LOL ! Pek Cek uh ! ;x Hahs!

F&N coursework more and more ma fan .
Confirm gg uhh. :l
Hahs. haiyas , i go watch tv :3
Lalala~



Labelings: Hyper mood ;o! idk why , perhaps it's cos of you <3
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Happy new year guys (:!
Unhappy new year for me though -.- .
Ytd night cried <3
Woohoo -.-
But i didnt tell dgg though :x
Since he waiting for me to update .
Ltr sure kena scolded by him :o .
Gg.com .

Today went out wif family for dinner.
On th way back , quarrelled wif my father.
He say tht he was not going to let me use com after today.
Cos he said tht i told him i dropped to normal cos of com.
But i didnt evn said tht uh.
I dropped to normal cos i didnt want to study
And yet he DONT UNDERSTAND !
Fcuuk manscxz.

Fcuuk life sial.
Christmas eve , something happened made me emo.
New year eve also th same -.-
Although got something tht makes me happy.
Which means happy and sad at th same time. ._.
My life's so unlucky.
Gahhs.


hais, idk wht's wrong wif me..
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
):! , chirstmas was an emo day for me.
Chirstmas eve was also an emo day for me.
Everyday seems to be a good day for me to be emo.
I jus cnt find back th real self of me.
Where's th old Eileen !?

I'm just hurted in everyways and everywhere.
Fcuuk life .
Why do i have to suffer?
I hate this manscxz.
Im tryinq to forget,
And yet i can't.
Wtfcuuk is wrong wif me !?


It's hurtinq in me..
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Totally no mood to post le D:
Thanks to someone .
Fcuuk life D:
Haiyas , mai post le laa
Posting would make me even emo .

Dont feel guilty , boy.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
:x didnt post~
14th Dec was my father's birthday ,
Went jurong west for dinner wif my aunt and uncle .
When to eat Ding Tai Fung , th xiao long bao nice siol :x
It was like $140 . D:!
Super ex , :x
B4 tht went to decorate cake ,
The shop name was iceing room ,
We bought an medium sized cake and it costed $20.80
Jus right for th 8 of us , and we decorated th cake :D
Super fun :x

Uhh , idk wht to post liao -.-
Super bored , Yuxuan chiong his aran -.-
Wtfcuuks uh , nvr wait me !
Lmfao . Boring luh ,
Tomorrow need go visit grandparents ,
Thn go temple x.x!
Sians :x haha .

Rahhscxz ! imh <3~ xD