Leeeeen`!rawksmy socks.

THEloved;

im EILEEN ! {L}
studdying in BHSS ,
16 this year :3
18 OCTOBER :3
Balestierian
Attached to MYSELF ~ <3
dun like me or my blog ?
kindly fcuuk off !
i'll be glad :D


WISHlist;
`HIM :x
`FATHER GIVING ME MORE FREEDOM!
`New Handphone; Iphone
`New Earpiece;
`MORE bags
`LAPTOP
`GOOD GRADES
`Pass Maths
`Pass Science
`MORE FREEDOM
`MORE POCKET MONEY
`Getting out of my emo days
`NO tuitions !
`New wallet !
`REBONDING OF HAIR


MYhates;
`ACTION KIAS
`BACKSTABBERS
`BASTARDS/BITCHES
`LIARS
`BETRAYERS
`HONGSTERS
`HYPOCRITES
`KPKB KIAS
`STUDYING


MYprecious;
`Him? (not yet)
`Computer?
`Handphone~
`Friends<3
`Girlfriends & Gans<3
`Precious memories
`Greentea & Milktea<3(pokka)


THEscreams;



THEgunshots;
AH TAT :3
ALICIA :3
CAIJUN :3
CHOK CHOUNG :3
CLARISSA :3
DANIEL :3
DAWN :3
DORIS :3
HUIMIN :3
HUISHAN :3
JAC KUAH :3
JINGYI :3
JOANNE :3
JOCELYN :3
LINGYAN :3
LYDIA :3
MAH JI JI :3
NATALIE :3
PATRICIA :3
SIHUI :3
TENG :3
ZHANYONG :3


THEcredits;
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THErants;
Hi.
Tuesday, June 21, 2011

#57!

Woah , i still remember my blog o:
Came back cause sister asked me to help her make blog ,
ehh , so DEAD ! :B lmfao .

Labels: once again , hi !
-Craved by: x3Leen-


Tuesday, June 15, 2010

#56!
Number 56th post ! Lol .
Today , did nothing much but sleepings ! ;o!
Woke up at 11.15am , x.x , late siol !
Thn , helped mother with her works ,
She managed to ask laptop password from my father ! Woots.
But , Around 2plus , father came back , T.T
He changed th password ! AW , sians .
Thn i used phone to watch videos ;3!
Recently ! I missed teletubbies ! Miss watching thm !
Unfortunately , it's no longer showing T.T Sian TTM !
Thn , bi called me ;o !
Missdiehim :3 hoho ! .
Slept from 3plus , all th way till 7.46pm !
I was like , omg ! so late alr x.x!
Thn woke up , bath , watch tv , eat , sms with friends .
Thn SA ! Woots :3 but , alone at SA ,
Boringdie !
Mei you mao de ! No form today ;o !
Labels: IMH !
-Craved by: x3LeeN-


Monday, June 14, 2010

EILEEN IS BACK TO REVIVE HER BLOG
TOO MUCH DUSTS ! -BLOWSBLOWS-
WEEE ~

Woots , kinda decided to come back to blogging.
Ahh , so many things happened past few months ! ;l
Inactive blogging for so long ;D ,
Missed bloggings .
Holidays btw ! Happy holidays ! ^^
Remember to do your homeworks ! ;x



Soo troubled nowadays !
Emotional ! <3
I guess being emotional is the best cure for me bah ..
But , dont misunderstand ;o!
Im not those bitches who acts emotional to seek attention..
Results was quite okay ,
Failed 2 subjects. But position in class was 5/32 and level position was 27/101,
But ! Father still thinks tht it's not enough , why is his expectation so HIGH !?
Hais , often quarrelled abt using of computer and handphone , and going online,
He just cnt understand my feelings..



Another problem ,
I guess should be relationships bah..
Sucks mancxz ! confused abt this and tht..
Think alot , being paranoid .
I guess this is only wht i can do in relationships ,
Hurting peepos ._. !
Im such a loser T.T , hais .




Labels: It's hurts ..

-Craved by x3LeeN-

Sunday, January 24, 2010

4 days has passed,
And you still treat me th same..
You're still giving me cold shoulders,
Wht have i done wrong?
Why must you treat me this way?
I dont find it fair?
Hais.
You said you would try to stop giving me cold shoulders,
But from your actions,
I can see tht you didnt even try?
You wont even want to tell me why
I really dont know wht to do manscxz.
Pass 4 days is total torture?
Perhaps you would nvr understand my feelings..

You wont EVEN msg me automatically,
Whn i msg you, you would only reply A FEW words,
Or you dont even reply..
Why must i always be th one giving in this relationship?
I'm really mentally and emotionally tired..
But i just dont understand why you would treat me like this.
hais , confused luh . ):!


Labels: Wht's wrong? ):

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Today finally dragged myself to post.
Ytd wanted to post..
But didnt have th mood to ._.
Perhaps is cos of you.
Idk luh.
Super confused and emo now?
Mentally tired,
Didnt have th mood to study in school,
Was just staring at th whiteboard,
Laid my head on th table and cried?
Lol, but no ones knows uh.
Feel like cutting,
But i promised him not to cut anymore..
Hais ! Fcuuk love.
Hate myself D:

To: <3

Idk why you have been so cold nowadays,
Asked you wht happened you just said you didnt had enough sleep..
Isit tht you were really tired? Or you just heck care?..
Message you, you replied late, if not you just dont reply.
Call you, you didnt pick up.
I just wanna know wht happened,
But you didnt want to say,
I wan to make things clear,
But you didnt call me ytd.
You promised, but you broke it.
Didnt reply my message ytd night,
You and your brother lied to me tht you were sleeping?
But you were actually watching tv?
How funny..Did you had any idea how i felt?
I dont want to end it this way..
Really hope you would see it,
Even if you dont,
I would still be waiting for your reply, calls everyday,
Emo and paranoiding, suffering, if this is wht you want,
I've got nothing to say :l
I'm sorry tht i didnt trust you, and idk how to tell or say to you.
I dont want to end it this way..

Labels: Without you is hard to survive.
My mood really depends on you..hais.











Eh , im sorry.
Really, it's my fault to not trust you..
I didnt meant to do it..
Th top post was during th afternoon.
Im really sorry for causing all this..
Hope you would understand if you see this ):!
Hais

Labels: If only i could change back th time.. ):

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Woots x.x!
Blog is full with dusts ;D
Lmfao. School was totally boring ;l
Had pe on th last period of th day,
Bloody hairy teacher, make us run -.-
Fcuuk manscxz. Hate it D:!

Hahs, After pe , went joanne's hse first.
Cos she needa eat her lunch before going movie with me):
Thn i wait for her lo, Cb , eat in front of me somemore D:
Make me super hungry ;l , Lol.
Thn went to meet mal~ :D
Superb paiseh x.x!
Hahs! But was late by 15mins for th movie D:

Went to watch JUMP :D
Dont find it nice lea.
Like, boring liddat :x
Hahs, i WANT GO WATCH SPY NEXT DOOR ):!
Anyones want go ? :x LOL !
After movie went walk walk lo D:
Pei joanne go buy her stuffs :l
Mal just follow , talk so little D:
LOL ! thn blah blah blah~
LOL ! Lazy type laa.

Just now went to someone's blog,
Knn , make me fcuukinq dulan.
jiaowei so much ,
Hongster yi ge -.-
Cb kia , he SUCKS TO TH CORE ! ;x
GND manscxz , i swear i'll hate you :l
Fcuukinq liar, hongsters nvr die ;o!
LOL ! Pek Cek uh ! ;x Hahs!

F&N coursework more and more ma fan .
Confirm gg uhh. :l
Hahs. haiyas , i go watch tv :3
Lalala~



Labelings: Hyper mood ;o! idk why , perhaps it's cos of you <3