Leeeeen`!rawksmy socks.

THEloved;

im EILEEN ! {L}
studdying in BHSS ,
16 this year :3
18 OCTOBER :3
Balestierian
Attached to MYSELF ~ <3
dun like me or my blog ?
kindly fcuuk off !
i'll be glad :D


WISHlist;
`HIM :x
`FATHER GIVING ME MORE FREEDOM!
`New Handphone; Iphone
`New Earpiece;
`MORE bags
`LAPTOP
`GOOD GRADES
`Pass Maths
`Pass Science
`MORE FREEDOM
`MORE POCKET MONEY
`Getting out of my emo days
`NO tuitions !
`New wallet !
`REBONDING OF HAIR


MYhates;
`ACTION KIAS
`BACKSTABBERS
`BASTARDS/BITCHES
`LIARS
`BETRAYERS
`HONGSTERS
`HYPOCRITES
`KPKB KIAS
`STUDYING


MYprecious;
`Him? (not yet)
`Computer?
`Handphone~
`Friends<3
`Girlfriends & Gans<3
`Precious memories
`Greentea & Milktea<3(pokka)


THEscreams;



THEgunshots;
AH TAT :3
ALICIA :3
CAIJUN :3
CHOK CHOUNG :3
CLARISSA :3
DANIEL :3
DAWN :3
DORIS :3
HUIMIN :3
HUISHAN :3
JAC KUAH :3
JINGYI :3
JOANNE :3
JOCELYN :3
LINGYAN :3
LYDIA :3
MAH JI JI :3
NATALIE :3
PATRICIA :3
SIHUI :3
TENG :3
ZHANYONG :3


THEcredits;
dinorawr
blogger
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THErants;

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Today finally dragged myself to post.
Ytd wanted to post..
But didnt have th mood to ._.
Perhaps is cos of you.
Idk luh.
Super confused and emo now?
Mentally tired,
Didnt have th mood to study in school,
Was just staring at th whiteboard,
Laid my head on th table and cried?
Lol, but no ones knows uh.
Feel like cutting,
But i promised him not to cut anymore..
Hais ! Fcuuk love.
Hate myself D:

To: <3

Idk why you have been so cold nowadays,
Asked you wht happened you just said you didnt had enough sleep..
Isit tht you were really tired? Or you just heck care?..
Message you, you replied late, if not you just dont reply.
Call you, you didnt pick up.
I just wanna know wht happened,
But you didnt want to say,
I wan to make things clear,
But you didnt call me ytd.
You promised, but you broke it.
Didnt reply my message ytd night,
You and your brother lied to me tht you were sleeping?
But you were actually watching tv?
How funny..Did you had any idea how i felt?
I dont want to end it this way..
Really hope you would see it,
Even if you dont,
I would still be waiting for your reply, calls everyday,
Emo and paranoiding, suffering, if this is wht you want,
I've got nothing to say :l
I'm sorry tht i didnt trust you, and idk how to tell or say to you.
I dont want to end it this way..

Labels: Without you is hard to survive.
My mood really depends on you..hais.











Eh , im sorry.
Really, it's my fault to not trust you..
I didnt meant to do it..
Th top post was during th afternoon.
Im really sorry for causing all this..
Hope you would understand if you see this ):!
Hais

Labels: If only i could change back th time.. ):